I really need to blog. I really don't want to. I really don't want to do much of anything. My "Itty Bitty --- Committee" is really having a hayday today. I've told them to shut up but maybe I need to put it down. I'm having the feeling of failure today. I had a small bowl of ice cream (not half the carton like normal) and I didn't get in the pool. Why does that make me feel like I've blown the day? I wish I could figure out the human thinking pattern.
I AM NOT A FAILURE!!! I did come home from school and get on the bike.
I'm remembering why I never stick with the bike. The way the seat reclines and the way I'm built and working around a bad knee it really hurts my upper back. My shoulders and down between my shoulder blades hurt. I don't just hurt when I ride but when I'm off also. I don't know if it will get better. I think I've always stopped the bike after a few days because of this. I'm going to persist. I guess I just need to go to bed and sleep it off. The sun will shine tomorrow on a new day.
Thanks to those that read and support me. It makes me put more thought into what I do knowing people are waiting to read.